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i decided to go with breakfast and lunch at the same time- now i'm not feeling too good, so i'm gonna pass out...

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Josh got his tickets, so that was good. I just went to math today, and afterward we had lunch and played football for two hours with some of the guys here. the first hour was 2 hand touch, and was fun, but then the next hour was tackle. I got nailed several times, but it felt good. I was sore for a long time, but then i took a nap and felt better. now gangs of new york is on, and i kinda wanna watch, but whatever, it'll be on all next week.

I think i might actually work on my atl journals, so later i guess.

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I seriously don't know how to feel anymore. On one hand, my life's actually been going good for the first time in 18 years. On the other, everyone else around me seems to be feeling like crap- especially Josh. We went to Jenison to pick up our season tickets for basketball, and we saw his ID number on a list - oh my God, josh is choking right now, and may very well throw up, and all i'm doing is laughing. Anyway, back to the story- but we didn't make anything of it, we just thought it would be nothing. So we went to pick up our tickets, and what happens? I get my tickets, but Josh didn't get his b/c there were more students than tickets and he was in the lottery- i guess i was too, but i won. I felt really bad for him, just cuz nothing has been going right for him- girls, school, health- it's ridiculous. But i can relate because my life has been crap for the past 18 years, up until like last month. I know it's really shallow of me, and i know there are millions of people all over the world that are much worse off than me, but it's hard to relate it. I know i take life for granted. well, i'm gonna watch a bit of mr deeds and then go to sleep so i can wake up early and go to jenison with josh to see if there are any leftover tickets...good nite....

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geez, it's been a week since i put somethin in here. That's probably cuz nothin even remotely special has happened since last Tuesday. I'm still in a somewhat good mood, it's just that the weather has been crappy (with the exception of one day), and it's been like sapping my energy. Other than that, classes have been decent, nothin to complain about. math is going surprisingly well. I can't explain it, it just seems easier this year than last. Well, I'm gonna go to sleep or do hw or watch tv or somethin.